Labels: xx Im sorie to u too... i hope this doesnt change anything...

Him

I've been sort of ignoring him for this past few weeks... Coz i'm busy and all... I've really started to give up on him... I mean its not clear what he wants... Like i said, this minute he's here and the next minute he's not...

But i didn't know why... Suddenly he asked me to hang out with him... Its like out of the blue you know... I mean i really really didn't expect it... Ya well... but i'm still deciding... on whether to go ahead or not.. Its like fifty-fifty... this part of me wants to go but another part of me doesn't want to.... Urgh!! I really dont understand myself too... We'll see..

Randomness part 3

Some people don't believe in long distance relationships... Some say its bull... Hahahah... But you never know the feeling of it if you're not in it... Sometimes this kind of relationships works out well but most of the time it doesn't work out at all...

As people always said, online dating is equals to dissapointment, heartache and betrayal... Ya most people assume that, That's why they don't get themselves involve in it...but sometimes u cant help it you know... Trying it out just to see whats it like... But when u meet someone that u just cant let go of... Thats the scary part... Trying to make everything real and not just well technology... hah...

But if you want that something really badly... you have to really believe in it... Coz if you really do believe in it so much, you will eventually do something to make it happen...

Heees this is what happens when randomness strikes... !! Aniwaes here's the photos that i promised to post... Til den..

Labels: xx Still loving you...

I know i look ugly... I just woke up.. Haha...

Hey hey!! Sorie for not updating guys! I've been so damn busy this weeks... First I've been occupying my time with chalet that my ex CA and my future CA organised... which is Aunty Jo and Ms Joei Chua respectively...

My class chalet was a blast... I had so much fun that the time just flew by without me noticing...

On the 1st day... I reached the chalet, which is at Downtown East, around 5.30 pm... I went there with Faz and An... my two besties... Haha... When we reached the chalet, not all were present yet... The first thing that we had to do was write our farewell postcards, so called la... to aunty jo... That is for the box that we are planning on giving aunty jo after saying our farewells to her...

When Aunty jo came... we grouped altogether in the small chalet and say a few words to her... one by one... Only two of my classmates cried... Chee Leng and Eileen... Hahahah... I didn't cry coz truthfully, i wasn't prepared on my speech... I just said whatever came to mind... Heees...

After that, we had Aunty Jo watch the video that wendy and company made especially for her... After all that, everyone was hungry... So Didi start the fire for the BBQ and BBQ-ed some food for everyone...

Everyone took turn on mending the BBQ... There was marinated chicken wings, Sambal-ed Stingray and chicken satay and mutton satay... Heaven Babe!!

I catched up with everybody and just mingled around with each other... And then it was time for Aunty Jo to leave... She had to do something...

By then the noght was still young... We talked, BBQ, eat, talked, BBQ, eat... explore... Then i borrowed Wen Bin and company's bikes to just cycle around Pasir Ris Park... I went cycling with Faz and Lina.. It was refreshing really... I love to cycle... I can cycle the whole Singapore if u asked me to... But Faz and Lina pancit... Hahahaha... Cycle abit, exhausted already...

So we head back to the chalet and BBQ some more... By 10 pm i think... The chinese girls and guys have already conquered every part of the bed in the chalet... and FYI there was 4 super single beds in the chalet... Imagine that...

So that left us no choice but to stay up all night... It wasn't boring though... Coz altough we're only sitting there, lazing around, we didn't ran out of topics to talk about... It was fun...

Ouh haha... And while some ang mohs were having their dinner next to us, we were sort of jamming... Syaril played the guitar... and hilmi sang to it... Song after Song... It was really good... The ang mohs clearly enjoyed it coz they were looking and smiling too... But they think what, free show ah?? Hheeheheh... Just kidding...

After a long night... I slept at around 8 am and that was also because Lina asked me to sleep coz my face was like a zombie... So damn sleepy... so i slept and woke up around 12 pm...

On the 2nd day, we didn't do much... just BBQ-ing some leftovers from yesterday that we left in the fridge... Ouh and u remember the ang mohs rite? Ya well dun noe why they gave us fruits early in the morning... Noon actually... It was Syaril and me who accepted it from them... Coz we were the first to wake up that day... Then I sat there smoking my first stick for that day while he made songs... It was funny really... Hahhahaha... After every woke up, me, Faz and Lina went inside the chalet to just laze around... We watched the tv from 7.30 pm til 11.00 pm... Hahahah...

In between that, Hisyam came with some friends... By the time we stepped foot out of the chalet to the BBQ area, 2 of hisyam's friends were already gone...

Soon when the moon showed in the sky at around 12.30 am... We were already headed inside to go to bed bu then Hisyam asked us whether we want to go to the redhouse to explore... N so we went... It was a 10 mins walk...

The redhouse was an abandoned building... Its actually a restricted area... So if we get caught we could get arrested under the law of tresspassing...

After hisyam put a long lighted cigarette on the teeth of the stone lion... They went in... They have to go in even numbers, and the lighted cigarette is for the duration of how long they were allowed inside... That was what they believe la...

First Hisyam, who climbed over the tall gate.. Then Hilmi... AFter that An went over... Finally Syaril... After they were all inside, I gave their phones back, which they let me hold for them while they were climbing... Just as I stepped back from the gate... A car was speeding rite towards us...

I automatically shouted 'Police' when I realised its a police car... The guys straightaway ran towards the side of the gate where the police can't see them even if the police used the torchlight to shine, they wouldn't be seen... The police stopped right in front of us... Heres what happened...

Policeman: What are you guys doing here? Where u guys from?

Lina: We're just seeing this place... We're just walking around... We're from our chalet... Downtown East there..

Policeman: How do you guys noe bout this place?

Me: Stories friend tell us...

Policeman: Is any of your friends inside?

Lina: No... Its only the four of us...

Policeman: Were you guys planning on going inside?

Lina: No... We don't dare go inside...

Me: Ya, And if we wanna go inside... How do you expect we do that? We girls sey...

Policeman: Ya... Good... If for me, I wouldn't dare go inside too... There aren't just ghosts inside You know... Drug addicts and murderers inside too...

( Policeman was a guy... Mind You... Scaredy Cat! )

All: Ouhkay.. Hahahaha...

Policeman: Ok i need you guys to fill in your particulars in here... ( handing us a notepad)

All: Urmm okae...

(we finished filling in then we gave him back the notepad)

Policeman: You guys better head back to your chalet..

All: Okae...

After the police drove off... We walked back... but the guys were still inside... Just as I was about to send them a msg, asking them to go out now... Lina stopped me... Coz she spotted the police car just a few metres away parked behind a yellow mini cooper with their headlights turned off... Smart rite them? But we are Smarter... We stayed put there until the police really drove off... Then i straightaway send the msg while walking back there...

When i reach there, they are all out already... Turns out that the msg that i cancelled earlier was already snet... Hahaha... Oops... Lucky the police didn't see anything... And so we headed back to the chalet making alot of noise along the way... Hahaha...

When we reached the chalet, we ( me, lina n faz) straightaway headed for the bed coz we are damn Sleepy... Heh...

Everybody sleeped except for An, Syaril and Sidek (hisyam's friend..)... When i Woke up at around 7.30 am... I got to know that those fools who didn't sleep go and took our pics sleeping... But luckily my whole face was covered with the blanket... Heh...

On the 3rd Day... We need to book out from there at 10.30 am... So i quickly showered when i woke up... Heees... After everybody was ready, we headed out and went home... Heess...

The Class Chalet was really really a blast and most importantly it was a bonding for SE... My class as people know is the most naughtiest class and the most stubborn one... But to my surprise, most teachers wants us... As My CA was leaving the school... We needed a new CA... We got to know that most teachers was fighting to get us... Heee... I didnt know why too... As I was saying This chalet was a bonding... not like any of the outings we've had... This chalet was the bomb... Hahahaha... Yea... We've grown closer thru these 3 days... Too bad Aisah can't come... If not it'll be much more fun... Heee...

Here's the photos that we took, not that much though...

Lina n me

Syaril, me, Lina

We're trying to make a cute face... Heh..

Me n Syaril... The one like a ghost behind there is Dhurgaes...

An and Faz

Me n Syaril... Guess he's talking to Aisah...

Me and Faz in the Food Court hahaha... We're hungry...

Me, Faz and An

Plus Lina

I just woke up i think or was about to go to bed..

After I got back from the chalet... On the Sunday... My company had a Promotion Seminar... I didn't wanna go really... And they didn't give a damn actually... But i Had to go coz my upline was being promoted so we had to be there... Hahahah...

I was really embarrased coz I wore my skirt and a Blouse tucked in... with high heels and my blazer folded on my arm... Feels like a business woman... It feels good though.. But so many ppl were looking... just feel out of place... I didnt take any pics there... Forgot... But took some when i got home... Heee...

I cant seem to publish it now... Will do when i get the chance next time k... Til den..

Ouh and here's a msg to someone special:

I love You... lol...

Everybody has problems and most people have different problems but the most common problem is financial... Finance in my family nowadays is really very tight... After my father left us, my mother hasn't found a job... So she's only coping with the money that's left from the selling of the woodlands home... I really pity my mother eventhough sometimes I make her suffer even more... reaching home at dawn and not even leaving her a message or a call to update her or something...I mean we tend to do that all the time but unintentionally rite...

School

Yes!! Exams finished... And i Know I did my very best for SVE and WTB but HRA... Believe me, is really going to be a flop! I didn't even touch my HRA book. I know that was wrong... but i just don't have the mood you know... But thinking back now... If i were to study, I would have nailed that paper, coz everybody was gloating and saying that the paper was easy... OMG! I feel like shouting... "EASY??" Hahahaha... But i know it was my fault that i didn't study that's why I kept quiet.