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Sunday, February 28, 2010

What's going on here?

I don't know from where or why i can see what mood the person's in.. Actually by their body language , i can know what the person is thinking... not exactly.. But roughly... And mostly all my intrepertation is correct... The one's that i cannot see, is the one i love the most... Cause i can't quite read the person, if there's feelings mixed inside...

I know this guy likes me... Dont ask me how i know... But i just know... At first i didn't notice anything and i acted as per normal around him... But when a bird told me that maybe this guy likes me... I was shocked, I was really damn shocked... Coz u know what, for me... this guy is really out of my league...

From then on, I can't help myself from noticing every single thing he does around me... We've been spending a lot of time together lately... And it really becomes dreadful for me to watch... Cause i can't deny it, but i'm starting to fall for this guy too.. He's not what i expected from a guy... He's way more... This past few weeks noticing him... I find him gentle though he seems rough to others...

But the thing is, he certainly likes to spite me... To see whether I like him or not... We can't avoid it, guys and their egos... Hahahah... He's just scared that he'll be humiliated if i reject him in the future... So he's collecting all his evidence to be sure that i like him too...

And you know what, i showed him... whether accidentally or unaccidentally, that I don't like it when he talks about other girls... He just don't get it.. He just can't see through my actions... Anyways why wait? Why not you just tell me that you like me... And if really I reject him... urmmm... take it like a man la... Correct not?? hahahahaha...

Cause you may never know when somebody else sweep me away from you forever... you know like the song...

" Jangan tunggu lama2,nanti lama2 dia diambil orang.."

HahahaI really want you to speak up... Please before i lose my patience and charge at you... eh? boleh gitu eh?

I want to end my entry with a message to my bestfriend...

" Hey, aku tau kau mara ngn aku... Don't deny it... Cause from the way you msged me, i Know... Your tone is showing that you're angry...And i don't know where's my fault in this case... But i really did what i say i did... You're the one who ignored me... Nvm la... I dont know why, But i know I'm in the wrong... I should've called you or try to find a way to get to you... With that, I wanna say i'm sorry... A million times... Of all people, you should know why i did it... Because he was there... I'm not saying that he is more important than you... No... But you knew, you're my bestfriend... I've been looking forward to go... From friday... But tk jadi... Now an opportunity shines in front of me... I grabbed it... I'm really really sorie... I don't want to lose you as my bestfriend... Cause you're the only person that i've opened up to... And i treasure my friends... especially you..."

Let's hope she forgives me and we can live happily ever after... hahahahah...

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Friday, February 26, 2010

Things Change...

Hey... I've been kind of a good girl this past few days.. Going to school everyday... Tapi Lambat tetap lambat la... School is fun... I tried my best on all of my modules... But because i've always been late to school, my attendance dropped... And i got debarred for SVE ( Service Excellence) and Lifeskills...

But i think its going to be okay as i'll get my teachers to sign my appeal form so that i won't be debarred. Another thing is that i've noticed since September last year, i've been close to Faz ( one of my classmates) but now i find myself much more closer to An... one of my classmates too... i've been chilling out with them these days...

They are a fun bunch... Yesterday before chilling near my house there... We went to Queensway Shopping Centre and bought jeans and some t-shirts for An... After that, yea... we chilled la... Smoked, joked around and just talk crap to each other... Hahahaha...

I miss hanging out with my clique... Azura, Lina and Aisah... Aisah's not that bad uh, coz she's getting more and more closer to the guy's clique due to ehem2.. Some secret reasons that i cannot specify here... Hahaahahahaha... as i were saying... i miss them... Especially Lina and Azura... I do wanna hang out with them, but I have my reasons why i hang around with faz and an more...

Though the reason's not clear... I still find them much more fun to hang around with... Thanks to finding Hilmi's present that time... that really brought us much more closer...

Hah... I'm just bored, that's why i post this boring entry here... Looking forward sangat nk klua kn... tapi semue tak jadi...Not semue la... Just 2 person only... an and faz... hahahahahaha.... An penat, Faz tak jadi due to some personal problems... I was really pissed off... Really... Sot gile... But what to do... So here i am posting this blog entry... Hahahahah... I'm gonna end this with a msg that i got from Aisah yesterday night...

" True and touching story: A girl and a guy were speeding over 100 km/h on a motorcycle...
Girl:Slow down, I'm scared...
Guy: No, this is fun...
Girl: no it's not, pls slow down...
Guy: then tell me u love me and give me a hug...
(The girl did so)
Guy: Can u take my helmet and put it on ur head.... it's really bothering me...

The next days in the papers: ' A motorsycle crashed into a building due to brake failure... 2 ppl were in the crash, but only 1 survived '

The truth was that halfway thru.... the guy realise that the brakes were not werking, but he did not wan the girl to noe... So he had the girl hugged him and tell him she love him 1 last time... then he had her put on his helmet so she would live, even if it meant he would die.. "

Sweet kan??? Tapi sedeh sey... Hahahahahah.... i just wish i could find somebody that would love me like that... Tata... :)

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Sunday, February 21, 2010

One Tired Day

Just now i went to my old house at woodlands coz i had to follow my mother settle some unfinished business there... hahaha... about the selling of the house thingy laa... After the family came to see the house... we started to head to Causeway Point coz both of us was really starving but midway Mama yah called saying she'd like to meet us at Lot 1... Well wat to do... My mother wanted to so i just followed... heh...

We reached Lot 1 at about 5 plus and had our sapedek! hahahaha... i ate fish n chips and my mother had sirloin steak.... Guess where we ate?? Food court daaa... hahahah ya la... kite bukan kaye tau... haha... I followed these two makciks shop some slimming pills... hahahah that really cracks me up... Aniwae... my mother then cut her hair and when she finished, i didn't even realise she's done it... hahahaha no difference... pfft...

Mama Yah

On the way home... i msged my dad and he was like... umm him... the same laa... i didn't really noe whats his motive... he has the thing that me and my lil sis needed but he asked me to go ask my mom and my grandmother... tsk! Why not just give rite...?! Irritating sia he...

Mama

Enough bout him... I wish i can find a superman that can fly me away in his arms and get me out of this freaking mess... i've really had enough of this shit... I lost my job bcoz of this... no mood for studying and all... why can't they solve their own problems? Fuck... i'm going crazy i think... Oh well...

Nobody knows what i'm going through... Being the eldest gives me the most responsibilty... standing by my mother and coping with my studies... and also pacifying my lil sis who's 7 in going through all of this... My 2nd sis... well i think she can cope... she's always with her boyfie... so i think she's okay... If u understand by now what i'm telling u guys... well yaaa... my mother and my father are filing for a divorce... Its not a big deal for me coz that's their life and i have no intentions to pry... shucks... i dont even care... But why do i cry silently so no one noes... portraying a smile here and there whenever ppl's looking... acting all happy around my loved ones... why do i have to be the strong one... i feel sadness too... really... why do i cry SILENTLY? When my father and mother discussed this with the whole family... Why was i the one NOT crying... ? And when they are all sober... i'm the one crying... Fuck... i'm really going crazy... The reality of life sucks sometimes... but just get up and face it... also not forgetting to pray to god that all of this will stir itself and somehow something or someone will make me hapie... Til den... Nite2...

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Randomness part 2

Have u ever feel like u are the ugliest person alive?? Well, i have... And that was after what my so called fren said that i wasnt at all good looking... tsk... Even if i were the ugliest person who has eyes like a witch or nose like pinocchio or skin like just being scraped by sand paper... U noe what?? U dont have any right to say that to my face...

Coz everybody has their own tastes in seeing a person... Even if i were the person that was the ugliest alive ever... U can fucking keep it to urself sista!! Hah...

I dont mean to say anything... But everybody has their strengths and weaknesses.... I do too... i suck in something but i strive in something else... hahaha...

I like it wen this randomness strikes... its like giving advice to myself and also others whom it may concern... This thing that i'm pondering about is Self-esteem... Everything varies from the way ur self-esteem is... if it's high... thats good, coz u wont probably believe what ppl say... but if its low... with hearing every criticism... it just keeps getting lower and lower and even lower...

Just think ppl... if u're not pretty, there are ppl much more uglier than u... If u're fat, there are much more fatter... and if u're short, there are much more shorter...

Another thing that's been bothering me is that why do guys like to take things slow... and when they they say slow... they really mean SLOW... hahahahah... Guys dont u noe, gerls have that certain instinct to know whether a guy likes her or not... Bukan ckp shiok sendiri... we just have the feeling u noe... heee...

Word of advice... don stall too long... coz gerls are impatient... Just say it coz u'll be regreting it gravely if u were too late... ouh u noe the song...
" jgn tunggu lama2 nnt lama2 dia diambil org..."
Hah that's the one... hahahahahaahahahahaah...
Just tell the person you like them... and also when u noe that ur feelings are serious... dun lead ppl on and then break their heart just like that...

pfft... i'm out... it's 3.26 am now... i'm wiped out... good morning... heeee...

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Updates cleared ppl!

So many things have happened since this past few weeks... Its too much for me to elaborate with words... so i'll just show u the pics k...

Dont mind my laziness... it goes from down to up... Sowie...

This was when we are going home from the evening that we had searching for Hilmi's belated birthday present... We were just messing with his hair... At first it turned out like this...

But after more fussing with his hair here and there... it came out like this... I admit its quite handsome... hahaha tgk la sape buat rambot kn?? <>

I was supposed to hurry as faz and an was waiting outside the shop for us (me,aly,mama n mama yah) ... but the shirt/dress was so nice that i thought,since i couldn't buy it... why not take a few pics of me in it here and there... Heee...

Some more pics... heeeee...

After a long day at the beach we decided to go for an early dinner... N my face looks fat... i think i was having a headache that's why my face like that..

After the Aisah finished the game... we headed straight to Siloso beach to freshen up.... Our bodies were icky so we thought we'd go in the water to cool ourselves off... Unfortunate ly it was just me n aisah who went bathing in the ocean... Lina forgot to bring her bathing clothes.. tsk...

It was supposed to be a joke wen lina zoom in on my ugly face... but it turn out ok... i like how my hair looks... haha...

The first pic i took when we got there...

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