Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Enough of this...
Wen i decide to leave you... i didn't noe i could handle it.. But now i realised how far better off i am without u.. To say that i didn't love u, i did... But freedom called me the moment i've realised u werent treating me rite.. I gave u many chances and opportunities to prove to me that u cud change especially for me... But u didnt take that opportunity seriously.. u continued ur attitude and really by then its getting worse.. the feelings of love immediately changed to hate and despise to you.. Slowly i built the courage to say to you that i want us to go our separate ways.. At first u didnt take that seriously too as usual.. u thought i was just pms-ing rite.. So as soon as u realised i wasn't playing around.. u cried and whined for me to give u another chance.. If u count the chances i've given u, u would understand why i didn't give anymore chances now.. I'm hurt too hearing u cry.. u're a guy.. crying for me.. i'm touched and have the urge to say something.. but i held it in.. for me, for u, and for our future's sake.. Now everything's perfect.. i can do whatever i'm used to doing without anybody's protest.. and u could go and take anything u want for all i care... Coz now i'ts official that we're nothing anymore.. 1 years relationship goes down just like that.. I noe some ppl will tell me that i should hang on to u and make things work.. but i belive in my actions.. and i noe that for once in my life.. im doing something right for a change and most of all i'm doing something for myself... Move on is the words that i'll be whispering to you whenever i have the chance.. i still care bout u now but as a fren... nothing else..I'm sorry it had to turn out this way... But that is the path chosen by him.. i'm sorry..
at 2:11 AM.
Monday, December 21, 2009
As u all may have noticed i have broken up with Abu and i really feel restless to write anything right now... i will update once i feel like it.. and that is soon...
at 6:12 PM.
