Friday, October 2, 2009
The choice of that changed my life...
Some people think that their problems are way too hard for them to handle... problems such as fights with their family,their friends and even with their lover... but what they don't know is that those are really minor problems in life.. really2 minor...
Wat i've been through has really changed my life and it has also changed my way of thinking... i don't really know how to describe wat i've went through but i know that i don't want my frens or even anybody to go through that particular phase in their lifes too.. The pain is really2 unbearable.. frankly.. i tought i was going to die.. as i cannot stand the pain... Now that i finished it all... i then understand how much my mother love me and now i understand too that when they're scolding us.. it's always because of something that we did wrong..and not because that they're just simply crazy..
Everything is fine now.. But i'm trying really hard to cope with the pain that i feel mentally... the thought of him sometimes makes me cry.... n i wonder will he ever forgive me.. whether he knows how much i love him.. eventhough he's not here...
Well i will never know... but i wan him to know that even if i have another... he will always be my baby...
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Last tuesday... i went to bugis with... Yana!!! It's been a really long time since i saw her... So ya.. i really had fun although we only had a few hours of her time bcoz she had to meet up with her cousin... basically we went to watch Fame... it was good.. and we ate at KFC.. do a little window-shopping..well thats about it..
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Also last week was hari Raya.. For the first day.. we went to my datok's place at Ang Mo Kio.. i had fun..of course la..its like magic..all my cousins that was so small last year was even bigger than me now.. imagine that..
Then for the 2nd week i went out with those on my mother's side..we traveled in a van.. so crammy.. well rather than having to walk around so much in my heels..
Til here.. muacks!!
Labels: Hope i'm forgiven..
at 4:20 PM.
