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Thursday, November 12, 2009

Life

Everybody tends to be stubborn at times.. But being stubborn can bring pain in your life.. Physically, emotionally and mentally.. I just can't figure out why he's so stubborn.. Yes.. You can believe wat you want, just don't assume that everything you believe is rite..

Going through these days with you has been hard, really hard.. I can't stop myself from tearing up whenever i think of you.. i held on with you, just like as if i had to hold on for my life.. Every single thing that i did has proven that i learnt from my mistake..But why dear? Why can't you bring yourself to learn to trust me again..

Now i realised that love is not easy and that wonderful as they said.. In reality, love is a really really hard thing to go through.. Wen its at its ups, you will feel like you're the happiest person in the world.. But wen its at its downs, the most tragic and dreadful feeling will follow you.. N even if you had cried your heart out, it wouldn't be enough..

The hit that you gave me was like somebody throwing a brick at my face.. In a blink, it all happened.. I wasn't expecting it.. I SWEAR.. I didn't think you were like that.. I know my words ticked you off but that was exactly wat i was trying to do.. Hoping you would realise your mistake, but wat you reacted with was really surprising.. N really hurtful..

N now you're saying all over and over again.. " Baby, pls forgive me.." Eventhough wat you did was unforgivable, i still think that we can make it work.. But i don't want to feed your ego, so i have to keep quiet now.. Even though its killing me..

All you have to do now is just wait.. Wait for me k baby.. I'll cum to you whenever i'm ready.. I'm sorie..

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Adelyn had her say
at 9:10 PM.