Sunday, February 28, 2010
What's going on here?
I don't know from where or why i can see what mood the person's in.. Actually by their body language , i can know what the person is thinking... not exactly.. But roughly... And mostly all my intrepertation is correct... The one's that i cannot see, is the one i love the most... Cause i can't quite read the person, if there's feelings mixed inside...
I know this guy likes me... Dont ask me how i know... But i just know... At first i didn't notice anything and i acted as per normal around him... But when a bird told me that maybe this guy likes me... I was shocked, I was really damn shocked... Coz u know what, for me... this guy is really out of my league...
From then on, I can't help myself from noticing every single thing he does around me... We've been spending a lot of time together lately... And it really becomes dreadful for me to watch... Cause i can't deny it, but i'm starting to fall for this guy too.. He's not what i expected from a guy... He's way more... This past few weeks noticing him... I find him gentle though he seems rough to others...
But the thing is, he certainly likes to spite me... To see whether I like him or not... We can't avoid it, guys and their egos... Hahahah... He's just scared that he'll be humiliated if i reject him in the future... So he's collecting all his evidence to be sure that i like him too...
And you know what, i showed him... whether accidentally or unaccidentally, that I don't like it when he talks about other girls... He just don't get it.. He just can't see through my actions... Anyways why wait? Why not you just tell me that you like me... And if really I reject him... urmmm... take it like a man la... Correct not?? hahahahaha...
Cause you may never know when somebody else sweep me away from you forever... you know like the song...
" Jangan tunggu lama2,nanti lama2 dia diambil orang.."
HahahaI really want you to speak up... Please before i lose my patience and charge at you... eh? boleh gitu eh?
I want to end my entry with a message to my bestfriend...
" Hey, aku tau kau mara ngn aku... Don't deny it... Cause from the way you msged me, i Know... Your tone is showing that you're angry...And i don't know where's my fault in this case... But i really did what i say i did... You're the one who ignored me... Nvm la... I dont know why, But i know I'm in the wrong... I should've called you or try to find a way to get to you... With that, I wanna say i'm sorry... A million times... Of all people, you should know why i did it... Because he was there... I'm not saying that he is more important than you... No... But you knew, you're my bestfriend... I've been looking forward to go... From friday... But tk jadi... Now an opportunity shines in front of me... I grabbed it... I'm really really sorie... I don't want to lose you as my bestfriend... Cause you're the only person that i've opened up to... And i treasure my friends... especially you..."
Let's hope she forgives me and we can live happily ever after... hahahahah...
at 5:56 PM.
