Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Life..
Lysa has been discharged now... She's going to be okay la... I was really freaking out when i heard that my lil sis got admitted at first... Her temperature then was 39.7 degrees... For a child her age... that's quite high... Now she's fine... Alhamdulilah...
Hmm... At home everything's going fine... My mum seems okay now bout everything... But yesterday i think i didn't know why my dad called me... out of a sudden i received a call... And he asked me questions like where i'm working now and all...
Hmmph... i dont hate my father... its just that... ummm... i feel like he left us like that... coz then we depended on him too much for everything... But now when he left suddenly... we were all alone trying to fend ourselves and not seeing him anywhere near us...
Him...
I'm really trying very very hard to read him... his body language... facial expressions... it all seem impossible... I hate feeling like this... feeling naked... Now everything he does is really a question... actually full of questions... This minute he's here but the next minute he's not...
A bird said that he's really unsure of his feelings... He's really messed up with he's love life right now... But i don't blame him la... i wasn't supposed to know actually... but come on... do u like it if u're already hoping and ur hope keeps on growing bigger and bigger but now u feel it really on the ledge and about to fall... and u know if it fall it'll crash really hard leaving an unforgetable impact for u to bring throughout the future to come...
No right... A little advice for everybody... Be certain of ur feelings then go tell the one... dont go and tell coz of peer pressure or anything... and love out of sincerity from the heart not coz of pityness... coz i despise people who take someone out of pity...
I have a fren who have already been in a relationship with his boyfriend for 2 years and all of us thought that they were going great as we've never seen or heard of them fighting... But a few days later... the guy broke it off saying that he cannot tahan olreadi... u noe why?? coz he said he didn't love that girl actually... he pitied her and he's only lying to himself about his feeling towards her...
I mean come on... Why the hell wait for 2 freaking years?? Why not just reject her kindly from the start... ?? Can rite?? For those wondering what happened to the girl...
ummm she commited suicide...
Tak la... Just Kidding!! She feels devastated about it but she confided in us and now she's doing fine... heeeee....
School..
Study study study!! Now is examinations week... Hahahah funny how i say this n here i am blogging this... k2... i really gtg liao... pape picets!! hahahahah
at 8:52 PM.
